twenty-two-year-olds are like carpenters.
no wood is wasted.
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Like punctuation points
I've been meaning to write. Only, I haven't been able to find the time. Oddly enough, most nights I waste away as if I had only just finished my 'O' levels the day before. Well, I finally found it necessary to write tonight, although I cannot say what the reason is. It is not that I might reveal a dark secret if I did write the reason, but rather, I lack the ability to identify the reason. Maybe it is because I've been watching a programme about doctors and patients and how their lives intersect and I somehow feel like I was just informed of a terminal illness that I have. Hence, the need to write about how I feel, who I am, what I'm doing — that is, living each day as it comes. The cold wind hits the skin on my arms and cheeks as I type. How I love this weather. It rained today and I was able to wear a sweater even when I was walking on the streets. What a wonderful feeling. Feelings, a topic I'd love to talk about — at least at some point in my writing — but should I write about it now, I fear that I may not be able to stand the overwhelming emotions of caliginous emptiness and forlorn longing for something that I am not even sure is good for me at this point in my life, and yet, not so. Still, I am fairly certain that I will discuss this in the future.
In case you are wondering, I am, unusually, most aware of the contents of my post. I know the number of changes in the subjects of my discourse and I can assure you that I am perfectly sane and am most positively not letting my mind slip away and my fingers type what is unintelligible. So good night, fair Creation. I bid you dear farewell until morrow, from the deepest sincerity of my heart, good night.
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haha. i think britney rocks. yay princess of pop!
Boy I beg your pardon, I was losing mine.
10:39 pm
freaking tired. got lots of work to do but im in no mood to do anything. gonna fall asleep soon. and im gonna die rushing everything tomorrow. crap we end late tomorrow. arghhhhhh.
it breaks my heart to see another tragedy.
kept playing in class today. we were coming up with pick-up lines. started with the usual ones like "do you have a plaster? i hurt my knee when i fell for you" or "do you have a map? i keep getting lost in your eyes" or "arent your legs tired? you've been running through my mind all day long" or "do you want a raisin? how about a date?" haha. so cute la. then it became retarded. like "did you just go to the sun? cos you're hot" or "did you come from the candy factory? you're so damn sweet" or "im bugged by you. cos you so fly". man. really gotta start listening in class.
haha and arun keeps making punts.
get the money and run. meet me at the parking lot.
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