Monday, July 06, 2009
Lord, why do I only seek You in my time of need? Why am I unable to get my priorities right? I know why, but Lord, I am ashamed. I only seek You when there is nothing else I'd rather do. I am more excited by entertainment than You, Lord. I stare at my wet thumbnail, my eyes fixed on that which is half a teardrop, sitting nicely at the bottom left corner of my left nail. I close my eyes.
Father, forgive me, for I have sinned. My breathing is loud, and heavy. When it quietens, I feel my heartbeat; it is fast, and hard. I close my eyes again.
Lord, I commit all to You. Do with my life what You please, O Lord. I surrender all to You, all to You.
symphony of sound
7:19 pm